Life Lately and New Beginnings
It’s been a while since I’ve chimed in on here. Like everyone else, I think I’m burnt out from all that’s going on in the world and, this may be a me thing, but I’ve been struggling to find inspiration. I’m not surprised given the time of year, some recent crazy work deadlines, and, honestly, just feeling kind of ‘meh’ lately. There’s a lot going on — for everyone, not just me. And the state of world continues to feel scary and uncertain. I can’t even bring myself to turn the news on anymore. Despite all these stressors, I’m trying to focus on the positives and get back into healthy habits and the things that bring me joy — a big reason I picked up my laptop to write this in the first place. So, I figured I’d share a few new updates going on in my corner of the world.
A few months ago, I moved into a new apartment in a new neighborhood with a new roommate (ahem, a boyfriend — AH), and I’m still doing my best to get settled. For those that know me, you know that I’m a creature of habit. I hate change. More than that, I loathe change. And yea, I know I’m not unique in that sentiment. But there’s just something about it that often sends me through a dark, twisty spiral — and these last few months have certainly been a period of adjustment (I lived in my last apartment for 4+ years… so, this is big for me).
But, now that I’ve been in my new space for a while — which is absolutely stunning by the way — I think I’m starting to snap back into a rhythm. Not surprisingly, I dove right into the interior design plans. Our place is a perfect combination of old and new. It comes with so much charm and character, including original ornate fixtures, beautiful crown molding, and floor-to-ceiling windows. I feel so lucky that it’s ours. And I knew this space would be the most exciting, challenging design project I’ve taken on yet. For one, I was starting from scratch. Hardly any of our existing furniture was coming with us to this new home — we wanted it to be a fresh start. Second, I really had to find pieces that struck the perfect balance and could blend in with the traditional features, but still feel modern, elevated, and, of course, homey. Trust me when I say that I scoured all home furnishing sites. My boyfriend was (bless him) so patient as I found the perfect piece for each room. We’re still far from complete, but we’ve made tremendous progress — and it finally feels like home now. I’m hoping to share more with you soon about my design process, my home aesthetic, and, of course, the items we ended up purchasing. But I hope this short teaser was worth the wait. I mean LOOK at that mirror.
Since moving, I also recently joined a new yoga studio in my new neighborhood. This is big for me, guys! The pandemic really did a number on my health habits. I used to practice three-four times a week. When COVID hit though, I could NOT bring myself to workout. I mean, granted, I had quite a few distractions going on, including just trying to survive the pandemic. Like most other people, it took a toll on me — personally, mentally, emotionally. It was a lot to handle at times — it still is. But that’s why I’m so proud of myself for getting back on my mat after this hiatus. I’m definitely starting slow…trying to ease my way back in… but it’s felt GOOD. I’m savoring that as much as I can.
What else… CHRISTMAS. Christmas is in a few weeks. I love this time of year — I always have. And I’m grateful for science and vaccines so that I can actually spend the holidays with my loved ones this year. I’m dreading my own Christmas shopping, which is a prime reason I haven’t been able to bring myself to put together a gift guide yet — still TBD if I’ll make one at all. We already got our Christmas tree! I’m the person that gets it before Thanksgiving if you were wondering. I feel like this season goes by so fast! So any chance I can extend it, even if only a week or two, you best believe I’m going to. There’s something special to me about lighting up the tree at the end of the day. It’s nostalgic mostly and reminds me of my memories of decorating my childhood home when I was a little girl. One of the best parts about moving to my new neighborhood is my neighbors’ commitment to the holidays. Our street is in FULL of holiday spirit with wreaths, bows, garland, window candles, and even snowflake animations. It’s all very charming….and a little intense.
To wrap up, I know this post is a bit different from my normal content, and more of a stream of consciousness than anything else, but I hope it feels honest. Finding the energy and courage to do something new—whether it’s as small as taking a workout class for the first time in a long time or as big as moving into a new apartment with a life partner—takes a lot. But, no matter where you are — whether it’s a period of change, stillness or hiatus, know you’re not the only one. And I applaud you for doing what you need for yourself in this moment of time and for being patient with yourself along the way.
Xx
Grace